Hurting

I was at my best friend's wedding this weekend, which was great- she looked beautiful, her wedding was filled with joy, and everyone had a wonderful time.
Today I came home, and before I got on the plane, I called the live-in boyfriend of 3 years/fiance to let him know I was getting on the plane. It was then that he informed me that he would not be home when I got there. Because he had moved out. No warning, no explanation. He "wasn't happy", and that was it. He didn't want to tell me to my face, so he moved out while I was out of town. All I got was a note that said the following:

10-23-06 5:58pm

(My Name),

It didn't & doesn't have to be like this. I've always loved you, we just weren't happy. I loved you then, I love you now, & I'll always love you. It doesn't HAVE to be permanent. And NO, I'm not messing with your head. And THERE WAS NO ONE ELSE- EVER!!!

(His Signature)

As a result, he will no longer be known as The Bonehead. He will now be known on this here blog as The Now Ex-Boyfriend.
Needless to say, I won't be posting for a while. Hope you regular readers o' mine understand, and I'll be back to posting when I know what I'm going to do.